A Reality Fantasy

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Why am I cursed with jealousy….

I don’t want to lose it…. please.

Its so hard to sit here. I dunno what to do but remember what she told me.

Just gave my promise ring to my ex. Told her the rings should be together forever, never separated.

So, I’ve come to a realization that I don’t make an impact on people. I do nice things, have fun, and help people out, but it looks like I’m being used or just there. I don’t know what it is about me, but it makes me feel less of what I’m actually worth to people. I’m not very talented or good at most stuff in life, but it matters to me that I make people smile in the end. I don’t know what to do…

Give me a reason to not love you because it hurts. :/ I wish some things about me didn’t ruin my love life. Nonetheless I shall pursue my dream.

It’s hard to sleep knowing you aren’t ok sometimes. I want to help, even if it’s tempory, but you’ve been pushing me away… Thinking that if I try, I’ll would make you mad. So I’ll wait for you to come to me when you need it.

Give me a reason to stick around in this hell.